But that just didn't happen. WHen I graduated high school I felt more nervous insecure and lost than I did when I was a hormone ravaged 16 year old. I had my whole life ahead of me, but not in the fun way, I had my whole life ahead of me and I had to start making decisions for myself, and I had to actually work towards something. Both ideas I found hard to swallow!
So I put off becoming a real life fully realized human being until I had finished my secondary education.
And if you've read any of the really whiney blog you would know that I have recently graduated from school ( or I guess not too recently...) and I feel nothing like a grown up. I have a job but not a real career, and well, I have just been kind of hanging in limbo for that last while waiting for some relevant and inspiring feeling to come rushing through me and I suddenly feel like, as I have always imagined, a real live grown up.