You don't know me but you have probably seen me before. If you did you probably thought I was crazy. You might have thought I was a snob, or rude, or just really weird. Maybe we made eye contact, and maybe in that brief moment I smiled at you. Forgive me that is just something that I do. I was raised in a small town, you smile at people you see on the street. You smile and say hello too. If I appeared to be a snob, a little standoffish or odd, it is probably because I am (a little bit) But I am trying to change. I am trying to be a good person. I am trying not to judge you but I probably will.
Forgive me because I get nervous around new people. Forgive me that somewhere through the coarse of my life (high school) I became afraid of meeting new people. Forgive me because I already think you don't like me, so I see no point in trying.
Trust me, once I break through that initial barrier I am a really good person. And you'd like me. If you only got to know me.